nobody will ever know~

nobody will ever know y these day i call u fetch me to school~
yea...actually i did thinking to let u have a break..
but too bad..i ask junz he say he wan to finish his PM and at the last choice u suddenly remember u promise to fetch me go college..
am so happy..
but...today wat i so call funny day..
i dun wan 21st anymore..can skip it...no problem...
=]..i am ok with that..
no ppl wan to listen to me nvm...
just buried the secret into the deep hole..
is not the END but i feel like i am the END~
i hope to say goodbye to everyone..
and just die in one shot...
i think i die can make world happier....
and i am happier too...
no worry about everything...no stress..is good..
and i wont compare to others..coz i am dead~ isn't it?
this is the day which i thinking to die ,..
but whether i can do it or not is another story...
so..god bless everyone...
and of course bless my love one...
really hard feeling and my heart full of sourness.....
i feel like i am mad..suddenly wish to cry out very loud..then suddenly say stop then i stop it..
all the tears are falling back to the heart..is flooding inside...