i'm scaring~!!

i'm scaring n scaring n scaring..

.scare for my exam,
.scare for my family relationship,
.scare for my health
.scare many things..

mami T.T
jie.jie.n jie...

i scare my future..
can a God point the way to me..?
did i wasting my time..??
tell me pls...
exam coming soon..last semester..but NO TIPS~!!
i'm going to crazy..
i dun believe myself..
no confident..
fear...
fear n fear...

i miss what mami cook..
jst now i ask mami u long time din cook for me jor..
but she answer something disappointed me..
sad...aikz..
i really really miss everyone..wan to become a children ..
innocent...

i have a nightmare..
i dream that my dearest sis come back but didn't tell me...
the feeling is so hard to describe..
sad...
i believe that is only a dream..

hope that everyone will be fine..
good nite