coming for sad..

i'm coming here to record down my sadness again~!!
the ever first time he talk to me like that..
the ever 1st time i answer him without any consideration~!!!
sorry..jst one call my baoz..
and i'm so hungry...
if i not mistaken after i buy the noodle i look at ur time table and calling u~
but u jst call me on the time~
or mayb not..i forgert to call u~but i'm sorry..
when u call me that time i tell u come n join me..
but u say u c c..
i'm here not to say u are sorry to me~!!
then u coming to find me..and tell me u go out eat with ur frend..
and my class is started on 11am and y not u go eat with u frend rather than accompany me then after that no frend to find??
and u din even reply a ok msg to me?isit waste money..
ya, mayb it waste..when u msg me~!!!
if i can choose again..i will together with u..but i won't sit ur car..
i'm sorry that u are forcing to fetch me and eat with me everyday..
although u also say u din think SO~
and i not expect u saying something "ur is urs & mine is mine"~!!
i cannot say i dun wan..plz~becoz i respect u this is what u telling me but i ever ever din think b4
if u wan to classified like this that means i'm not ur lady~!!
i'm the one will always leave u, dun let u go home..i found that i'm wrong..
if u love to go home u go ahead..
i can choose to withdraw rather that forcing u adjust ur time and fetch me here n there..
i let u choose now..
i always leave u dun let u go is a kind of selfishness~!!
sorry...i cannot leave u becoz of my selfishness..
plz do not worry about me...
i'm fine..and plz do not die becoz of this stupid selfish lady~!!!
is not worth~!!